Me too. Bottom line of how I ultimately feel about all this: rejected and discarded.
And after months of (and still) cycling through the whole spectrum of emotions on this, I now more and more find myself - disappointed. Just deeply disappointed in her.
I feel the same way Gardener! It's like a death of my hopes and dreams and what I thought my future was going to be.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
