Well this morning I had to attend a school sports event for s12 where I saw my W. LAst night she went to dinner with her family and then went off somewhere afterwards. Not sure where she went, or if she was ith OM. What I know is that she showed up wearing some clothes as yesterday, sick and what appeared to be very hungover. I was disappointed with her for that. Her kids should mean more to her. But, perhaps the draw of OM (or something else) is too much.
Although I did not directly confront her, I am sure she could sense my dissappointment in her. You can DB all you want, but sometimes, it just comes through.
One last note, today she was not wearing wedding rings. I had speculated that she was only wearing them around me, and today she only had one on the middle finger (Ironic?) As I have stated before (or ment to) if we were happily married I wouldn't care at all if she had them on. Its only now that I take notice. I did not mention it to her. Nothing to gain.
Kids take priority for me, so pumpkin carving today, church tomorrow and then bowling in the afternoon. Besides that, back to going dim on W. Seems that is the only way she takes notice.
I will see her again next Thursday night. We shall see how that goes.
ME 41, Her 41 M 18.5 years T 19.5 years s - 12, 10 Bomb 7/12/09 Inhouse Seperation 7/13/09 - 10/1/09 She moved out 10/1/09 - present
