DID XH M OW or not??

[peacetoday]

SC
I see Your H OW is the 2nd one
I guess there is a fine line in dating D men or STBD men

I am feeling frustrated today
not sure
I would like to pin it on the fact that XH is so unavailable and uses the kids as a pawn to get at me
so sick isnt it to spend your life getting back at someone
especially since he is the one who left
I dont have to explain myself anymore
there is nothing to say
I guess It would be nice to have a amture dependable XH who could be trusted with care of kids
instead I have to rely on babysitters and my 14 year old to help
I guess I need to be grateful
just one of those moments
it will pass
thanks
peace