What to do, what to do?

[LuLu]

Thanks for checking in. Things seem better with Stepdad, well, we're at least on speaking terms! I won't be bringing any of it up...ever. It is what it is.

Court- Maybe it's their way of still taking care of us? I guess I expect everybody to act like your sister. I understand her telling him off but at least she can be civil to H and respectful to you. That's nice.

Dusk- Thanks! Being secretive is certainly key in my sitch. Yes, fun or not, haha.

Interesting day so far. H is here spending time with the girls. I have plans this afternoon to run errands and then coming home to get read for my Girls Night In with some friends from my Mom's group. H was planning to take the girls out this afternoon. A friend called him and asked if he wanted to go to some street fair this afternoon with the kids. H asked me if I wanted to go with them. Normally I would have said yes but I really have to get these errands done today. I told him, "No, probably not but thanks for asking".

I didn't explain why, I just said that but in a nice, nonchalant tone. Anyway, about 30 mins after that, he asked me where if I'm going to the "city" (we're in the suburbs). I said, "Yes." It was a total lie, I felt guilty about saying it so now I may make a trek there just so it's truthful, haha. He is going to stay with the girls while I'm out tonight. He asked me if it was going to be a really late night for me. I replied that I wasn't sure and just kept doing what I was doing. Honestly, I'm not going anywhere exciting. Just to a fellow mom's house for some drinks, snacks and games with other moms but I really don't know what time I will be home.

The funniest part is about 20 minutes ago, H asked me if I had a hot date. HA! That's what he gets. I just looked at him smiled and said, "I'm going out."