It's hard to choke it down that the woman I married and spent all these years with would feel so out of love or unattracted to me that she would throw away the marriage, give up 50% of her time with the kids, destroy the family, and just walk away.
I don't know what the cure is to the disease of being rejected?
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.