Is this the end of my marriage?

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Yes. Me too. I look at how she's acting and can't believe she'll ever melt the ice mountain to the point we'd talk about the M. But then there are success stories on here as well as near success stories where at least the WAS made a last ditch effort.

But it's hard to get into the frame of thinking that you're WAS will actually make that effort. I referred to my W before she left as the Ice Maiden - it's still the same. In fact, she's now worse!

Christmas? Who knows. Maybe I'll plan a party for my single coworker friends.

Xmas is a hard one for me too. Working for my own business means I don't really have co-workers. Not got too many friends around here either but I will think about a part of some description.