Thanks Cas your input is much appreciated. H is a bit stuck at the moment because he lost a great deal of weight and doesnt have too many clothes that fit, he was taking a bit more care with his appearance, but funny since I managed to get his attention he has put on 8lbs and stopped being so fastidious about his appearance.
I just find it a bit irratating that I always shower and dress up to go out with him, although bearing in mind Im usually in riding gear that would be normal for me, he would come home from work friday, which is dress down day then announce he looked fine and go out in the same thing he had on all day! Just doesnt make me feel very special if you know what I mean.
I think he was a bit surprised on wed when I said I'd organised a date, and I still think he didnt think I'd gone to the trouble of booking a table at a nice gastro pub, got dressed up, got money out to pay for the evening, I offered to drive also, basically I took him out for dinner. I was in control of things instead of him lol!
Just think he is being a bit evasive, asking what changes I'd made, well a blind man could see them let alone a man who I have been with for twenty nine years, Im sure it was because he was tired, but I just felt he was bored and playing me, dont know why I feel like this!
He left this morning after doing some bits and bobs in the house for himself, he keeps making the same joke of "im just popping off" which considering he nearly died on me three years ago isnt funny, although today I said "well let me know so I can claim the insurance" also I was outside working in the garden and ignoring him organising to leave, probably tmi but he went to kiss me goodbye and I asked him to blow his nose, being a man he wiped it with his hand, so I said no blow your nose, he got huffy and went indoors and came out smiling, sorry I said Im not kissing anyone goodbye with an awful nose and he laughed obviously his annoyance about me saying blow your nose subsided when he could see why I said do so!
He is still in mild MLC I suspect, he might be moving forward faster than most but I can still see him digging his heels in just because he can!
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