Is this the end of my marriage?

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He could have bought a guinea pig instead of a puppy -- fuhgeddaboutit. You're obsessing!

(I know; we all do it).

OH COME ON PDT, you are SO cynical :-)

I have forgotten about it. I have to be honest, it just makes me smile. It could be a 1000 things he's talking about but one thing that this little episode with my W has taught me is that I must trust my gut more as it's been right every time so far. The OM moving in with the W is not really that big a decision. However he has moved from an island where he kids, friends and job are 100 miles north and a 6 hour journey away to a place that he has never been to and with a woman who has never really been with. THAT is a big decision.

I always wanted my wife to know that the grass is never greener on the other side. It's just as full of dog s**t as the side over here. It just might be cut differently.

This to me kind of proves it, and as I said, make me smile (however wrong that may be). It give me no additional hope and I get no more ticks on the 'recovery' process but the OM having second thoughts is a bonus.

What do you have going on today?

I actually had lots and lots of plans today. Every single one of them has went on the back burner as every time I sit down, I fall asleep. Was out last night (as I said earlier) and that, along with bad dreams and no sleep, mean I am very tired!