H got stuck in traffic so we didnt really get any time to spend together before going out. He turned up in a tshirt and cord pants, which I had mentioned dressing smart casual, although he dug out a shirt from the wardrobe when I said I was wearing a dress, felt a bit angst that he didnt listen to me, or felt that he was dressed up sufficiently.
Tried to find the quicker way to restaurant only to find the fair was on and several roads had been closed so was beginning to feel it was going to be a disaster, but H seemed upbeat still so I said thank you for not getting peeved that I had got him lost, and also it was a 180 for me as I calmly said "not to worry about the restaurant my freinds P was quite late last time and they didnt seem too worried" before I would have been quite stressy about this.
Conversation seemed quite awkward this time, he seemed to want me to tell him how I had changed, so I said if it wasnt obvious then I wasnt going to tell him, and he relayed off a few insights, and then I validated a few and explained a few further. I do think he really was quite tired to be expected having spent three hours on the motorway but then he chose to move lol!
Mentioned that it was his turn to arrange a date, didnt say when. Gave him his present a book, with some naughty post it notes in with I.O.U's He does keep saying his single and free and he is enjoying it that way, so I did say I had boundaries and a expiry date, if he doesnt believe me he's gonna wish he did when it goes past that date. Feel a bit like the mouse whose been played by the cat this weekend. Hopefully the cat will return to being a tiger shortly lol!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
