You had alot more going on than a need to keep your house clean.
Nothing wrong with getting or hiring help to get you back on the right track.
I am resisting the urge to comment on the crying part...
...
still resisting.
: )
It was just the feeling that I had not been true to my self. Not missing having STBX as a 'housekeeper'. Just realizing I was worth caring for on my own merits.
STBX wasn't that great of a house keeper anyway. It's just one of those weird feelings you get when you realize you aren't taking care of yourself.
And that you have been 'waiting' for something to happen that isn't going to happen.
