Well the separation papers are finally drawn up. H wants to "go over them with me to translate the legalese". I'm downright terrified. I'm really afraid...I guess I'll have to stay calm and get them to my L as fast as possible to see what he says before I decide anything.
Any words of advice? I know I'm supposed to "keep ironing and watching family guy" not let him get my goat, stay calm, act as if I'm strong not needy, but man, I'm having panic attacks already. How am I going to get through it?
As for no calls, H called once to set up an app. with a plumber, that is all. Besides that I've laid low. My mom came over tonight for dinner and helped with S5 as I was really depressed. I'm tired of all the abuse. She and I talked and I feel better - she is totally onboard with the show him I'm moving on thing - reminded me of my tendency in past relationships to hang on way after a relationship is over. She says I need to keep H from having power over me. Time for LRT?
