Was, Why do you insist on covering things up when I like to be uncovered?
What a treat to come on here again and see your name!
Actually, something happened tonight, and I can not sleep anymore.
Holden is fine, and so is my Dad. But my heart.....?
I went to sleep early. Have a lot of emotions and free time....
I woke up 3 hrs later and another text from TJ.. " Can't wait to hold Holden makin an emerg flight tommorrow....when u going?"
(TJ lives in city B, I live in city A, and HOlden lives in city C,..all in different states,)
This at almost 10 pm....I wake up 1 hr later, and start this exchange:
me: I was going Sunday, but D25 told me to wait (she did)
TJ: staying in hotel
TJ: I am...I mean
TJ: back to city B early sunday am
Me: (TAKING A BIG CHANCE)would have been nice to run into you
TJ: agree
Me:
TJ: I'll take lots of pictures.
I am simply astounded. He really is coming around! I know it could be a touch and go. I am not sure he has hit bottom. Safer for me if he has! Anyways, for what it is worth.
Bomb 1/06 D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature. Divorce final October 31, 2008. OW looks like bad history. Over. Still hopeful. Baby steps. In R with my X.
