Okay so I just sat at my kitchen table and cried for about the last 45 min. Sucks having to drop my kids off on S birthday and they (ex's mom and everybody, he didn't do anything for it he's just along for the ride) are out there having a big party and here I am sitting at home alone crying. The holidays are going to be rough. This is the first year for having to pass the kids around and it is hard. Oh my gosh. I'm having a pity party. Somebody pass me the bottle....


"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out."
Robert Collier

"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments."
Henry Ward Beecher

me 33, s 9, d 4