These are the weekends I still struggle. I have the girls for the weekend. I should be extremely happy. But I spend so much time wondering about what W is doing.
When I get past that I'll have truly turned a corner.
I just have to trust time. Each week this continues I get stronger mentally and financially.
W gets a little lower on money and the newness of single life hopefully wears off.
Or not. Maybe tomorrow someone new and special walks through a door.
I have to open my eyes to the possibility and live today for today.
I also have to remember I'm back to square one. The last R talk I forced was just 10 days ago. It's going to take months for W to open her eyes.
Focus on your kids. And think of all the positive things going for you right now.
Don't just BE with your kids, DO SOMETHING with them.
