It's about a month of NC w H now. I know I shouldn't contact him but sometimes I have moments of doubt. He has so completely cut me out of his life. I know, I need to GAL. In fact I'm leaving now to go to a candle party an old friend is having.
Has anyone ever gone completely dark for a month or longer and if so, did you feel better or worse over time? I ask because I am feeling worse. He was here today, again w no communication, to pick up some mail & clothes. It would be pointless to contact him as I remind myself that if he wanted to talk to me he would be. I am annoyed with myself because why do I miss someone who would treat me so crappy? I think that's how I need to look at it. I am going to try to "choose" to feel happy not crappy, & see how it works! I hope everyone is doing well & has a good weekend!
