Is this the end of my marriage?

[P17]

I know you guys says that this is about me and I agree.

However I was out tonight, for me, with a new friend that I made a few months ago. Been asking him to go out for a beer for a while and we did it tonight finally.

W's work colleague walks in. Sits down with her friend and on the way to the toilet I deliberately say Hi. This will obviously get back to W that I am 'out'.

As I said, this isn't about her, but when you change (as I rarely went out while we were M) it's nice to know she will notice by finding out through a method you have no control over at all and it won't seem like I'm trying to 'show her' or 'fake it'.

The going out was for me. Her friend walking in was nothing but a nice ego boost bonus.
It felt good.