Try not to dwell on the anniversary, Dylan. I know that's easier said than done (believe me, I do.) Find some other thing to insert as an event for this weekend, some special activity for you yourself -- make it your own.
I know, I said since the month started, I would give it a 45 minute acknowledgement. But, as with every day I wake, the first thought that pops in my head, is "could today be the day of the impossible?", the last few have been plagued with wondering if she even remembers it. I know folks around her have to be bugging her. In the good times, she would make everybody stop what they were doing and call or send a text almost every day at 10:17 am&pm to say "happy anniversary" (yes things were that 'corny', I used to think she was crazy and sometimes annoying, now I miss it ever so much). So, I know the reminders are there (as if 2 kids weren't enough), but chances are, she's probably just talking sh!t about me now anyway, you know the dirty rotten H I Was to her all through the years.
So be it.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
