Thanks for the insight.

I have been reading posts, and some of them have in fact helped me in determing how to act and what to do. So tough going on faith that it's accurate when you feel like you're walking the plank.

I do love her. I have had these discussions with myself, and all the things that I have told her in the past and present hold true. In my heart I do love her and I am will go through whatever pain may be required to repair our marriage or determine that I have done all that I could to do so if she decides otherwise.