LHSM I agree with you. Call me naive, but if W is telling me she doesn't love me while looking me in the eye, I don't feel like I will make any progress in getting it better if I push or snoop.
I may be wrong, but I don't feel that I can effectively move forward to any hopes of reconciliation if I don't have some trust. I get a pit in my stomach every time I read here that she must be having an A. I guess I am doing what I can to keep a smile on my face right now, and obessing on something I can't prove just makes me feel sick and untrusting..and unhappy.
Im not sure if my W wants a divorce, is secretly talking to a L or what. She hasn't mentioned it above and beyond what I've shared. I don't know if she hasn't becuase she is appeasing me with MC first. I just don't know! ugh.
