Hey Kev, I'm happy to hear that Wee man's b'day went so well. I'm sure it felt totally surreal.
Isn't that the catch 22 - not wanting your spouse or x, how they are & yet not interested in finding someone else. Those feelings roll around inside me as well, especially after spending an enjoyable time with them.
Keep pushing forward!
Me39, XH45 Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats Divorced 6/4/09 Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)