I am feeling a lot better. Actually managed to walk into the kitchen without feeling like my back and legs were being tortured. Had a moment last night when I thought of my H. Was bittersweet, esp since I know he went to see OW, thx to a friend who thought I needed to know. I am dealing with it. I miss him, or at least I miss the H i married, not the one I am married to atm.
I have several friends who come and check on me, and they are rotating who stays with me so Im not here alone at night. Mostly in case I have a bad spell and need medical attn. So far I seem to be doing ok tho.
I looked in on my site, have some great critiques and one person that seems to just hate my music no matter what I write. He/she is my troll and I was wondering when it would rear his/her ugly head. lol.
My h has checked in several times it looks like, but it had tapered off end of this week. Who knows. He didnt say anything, and I know he knows I was in for testing last week. One thing i have learned, is not to ask questions Im not prepared to hear the answer to. Right now he is in love with OW and I am a burden. Lovely huh?
My mp3 player got lost somewhere. Yes this is a crisis situation!!!! =) I have ordered another one. I sent ppl all over the place trying to find it. Yes i cried like a little girl. Thankfully I have my music backed up all over the place.
Im trying to look in on as many of you guys as I can before I get worn out. My stamina is just gone.
