SP, That last post summed up a lot of feelings. A lot right on the same way I am feeling.

Well said.

It does suck at multiple levels. I wished I could formulate a response that would equal what you've written, but it doesn't need one.

Walking towards something. The unknown. But, did we think we knew where we were in our comfortable relationships? That was an oasis as well, and now we reached the shimmering water, and it's just sand from a mirage...

We'll dip our hands in the sand for a bit, and curse. Let it run through our fingers, and feel the grains as they fall through. Oh so dry. The throat is constricting from lack of sustenance..

We can lay down now, but we won't. We'll stand back up in the baking sun, and look there! There's water on the horizon, and it's the same path, one step in front of the other....


M: 41
STBXW: 41
D: 9
Bomb: 4/26/09

On board the D train now..

"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."