Well, Whatis got through yesterday unscathed! I went to my Psychologist appointment after work and she was pleased with some of the things I'd done this week e.g. asking for prayer from my bible study group. She said these things showed that I was feeling stronger because I reached out and took a chance on people. She liked that I'd spoken to my Pastor and let him know that I was open to him calling or chatting about my sitch. So last night I went from my appointment to a Prayer Meeting at our church and again mentioned the sad anniversary I was "celebrating"! Prayer was said for me and afterwards one of the male prayer group members turned to me, hugged me and said "I love you, Whatis" and my Pastor came over and patted me on the back and said "You've made it through the day." This morning on my way to work whenever I thought of my Brother saying he loved me tears would start coming. As I was sitting at a stop light I looked over at a car making a left hand turn and noticed the lady driving was also wiping tears from her eyes (quite a feat while making a turn, I'd say). So today starts Year 3 for Whatis.
