Still avoiding using it Cas, but is starting to want to spend more time with me, could be that sexy/sassy rabbit is too hot to ignore lol! We are going out for dinner tonight, all arranged by me, something I never did before, he might be being drawn in by sexy/sassy rabbit, but its because Im happy within myself and what I am doing, Im not longing panicking about life, and enjoying it to the fullness I can, having time with H is purely a bonus. Going to the funeral on my own and looking content with my lot and not being embarrassed about my marriage going down the pan, not only was fantastic for me, but again got H's attention. I have however set an expiry time on all this naughtiness, the end of November, if he signs a new lease on his flat, everything will stop, he needs to know that I will start 2010 without him if I have too!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
