Thanks for the advice. I really appreciate it and need it.
So, she ended up coming home last night just after I usually go to bed. I had cleaned the kitchen and was laying down but saw her come in. She didn't say anything but to come into the guest room I was in and take the baby monitor and bring it into her room. When I told her I had it covered she said don't worry about it, took it and left.
This morning was ice cold. She looked pretty exhausted as I was getting ready for work. D2 was being a little handful and I was playing with her a little and keeping her entertained for 20 minutes while she lay there on the couch not really saying anything. Then, I said by hugged/kissed D2 and said by to her and left. She texted me while I was driving to work, "I found an apt, D2 and I are moving out Mon". I didn't reply. Then, 10 minutes later I got another text saying "fyi, I asked you to move out bc of what would be easiest on D2, if I didn't have her I would have already been moved out."
I still haven't replied. I don't know what to say. It hurts. I really feel like I've lost her after last night, but I'll just try to hang tough. This is not the person I know. I know I'm not perfect, but I'm not that bad of a guy. I'm a little worried about her.
Should I reply to her text? What do you say to something like that? How could you even find a place that quickly. It wasn't even office hours when it happened...uggg another crappy morning filled with heartache and pain.
Another note, is that I sense my emotions shifting back in forth now between the regret and anger towards myself to anger towards her and the way she is acting. I guess that is natural. Who knows. I'm also assuming the MC is out now and probably shouldn't bring it up. Should I? Should I mention I scheduled something for myself if I do and see what she says?
Me: 30 W: 29 D: 20 months M: 5 years T: 6.5 years ILYBNILWY and want to separate: 10/5/2009
