Trying to keep my head clear today. The morning got off to a bad start, just thinking about the events and my checklist of this day 11 years ago. It's really hard to keep it off mind whent eh weather is exactly the same as it was then, cold and raining.
Seems like it was yesterday, hasn't been so clear in my mind in quite some time. All the last minute running around when right about now I would have been returning home from working overnight, took a cat nap, then started running around, making sure the flower order was coming along, tuxedos were being picked up, and the best man stayed sober . Then we had planned to use my Camaro, but thought better of it due to the weather and her trying to get in and out witht hte dress just wasn't going to happen. So we had this POS Mercury Marquis we had picked up not too long ago, and I spent the day , washing, waxing, detailing, replacing the thermostat and brakes attempting to get it road worthy.
Hah, what a fun time?
Then the sad part kicks in: Is she even giving ANY thought to any of this too? Or is just going to be another typical party time Saturday for her? Probably. I don't think any of it means anything to her anymore, and that's fine, that's her perogative not mine. Just one more thing to teach the kids as things move along.
Welp, someway, somehow, I'm going to soldier through the next 48 hours and come out best I can.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
. Then we had planned to use my Camaro, but thought better of it due to the weather and her trying to get in and out witht hte dress just wasn't going to happen. So we had this POS Mercury Marquis we had picked up not too long ago, and I spent the day , washing, waxing, detailing, replacing the thermostat and brakes attempting to get it road worthy. 