And I think you're right that I have walls up. W said to me at one point that loving me is like running into a brick wall.
I don't want to be that way. Sure, part of my personality, whatever. So yes, this is what needs to change on my part.
W is out of town for the next few days.
When we ML a couple of weeks ago, she immediately called it a mistake.
So Underdog says balance. Somehow I've got to figure out the don't pursue but be open thing. She lets me know now when I push her boundaries.
Well I can rest on this until Sunday. Here's a funny thing - she said this morning she had a dream that she was sleeping in a particular sweatshirt of mine. It happened to be out, so I jokingly said here it is, take it with you.
It's gone. I think she did take it with her. How about that?
OK, I'll feel dumb when I find it under the bed or something, but still -
