Hi I am semi-new. I had posted a while back and now have returned for the help and support that I don't have in my daily life. When I have touched on my problems with others they have been in two camps-leave or grin and bear it- and I can't do either. But my relationship is making me literaly sick and I see I need to and can do alot more.I have been doing the pushing,pursuing and sacraficing to save our marriage which has backfired. More of my situation and rantings are at this link http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1856778&page=1 Basically, I have alot of 180's to do that will be very hard for me,I have fears that he will use my change in behavious against me and I wonder if we come through this that i will even like him any more-cos I dont now. Thanks
