So I have made some decisions. I am going to sell the house. We'll have to clear out the savings to do it since we are upside down on the house and his parents have offered to help with whatever we may fall short of.
H has been talking as if we do sell the house we'll save X amount and has said "Of course you would move in with me....I can't put you two out on the streets." So the start of the sentence was great, but then the tack on sort of sucked. But it's still pretty good, I think.
This will be a great thing for me I hope. It's a project to really throw myself into as I de-clutter the house. I brought home five boxes from work. Those boxes alone were used for the kitchen stuff! And I still needed to use grocery bags. So I hope to have the house on the market by the Sunday after next.
I also have some furniture to move and walls to paint, baseboards to clean and etc! Keeping the brain busy and working toward a common goal with H.
One reason to sell....I think H wants out of this house for many reasons starting with wanting to just move and possible bad feelings here. I want out of it because if we didn't make it, I don't want H thinking he can come and go out of my home. Here he does exactly that and really he does have the right to do so, now. And if we sell and make it, then even better.
