No, you are not the only one who had the "he hates me" feeling. When they look at you through someone elses eyes... and yes, I have seen that smirk.

In addition to Laci, and Kobe, here where I live there is a trial beginning where he killed his W and burned her, then left her out in a field. They have 4 kids... To be completely honest, I made a notation in my journal months ago about if I came up missing, who did it and what I wanted for my kids. I also told a couple of friends. It does become way too crazy.

So, with that said, I need to remind myself just how far we have come... even though we have so much further to go.

How I can't wait to bury these ghosts in T2's graveyard...


Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.