Yeah actually she confirmed yesterday that she was leaving this weekend. It's strange the dynamic of her leaving this time. She seems pretty sad and it looks likes she's feeling she 'has' to do this or else she'd always live with regret.
Me, on the other hand, I was quite happy and calm. I have a list of things I wanted to do when the kids are away. Alot of personal growth stuff like getting into meditation, reading, etc. So it'll be fun.
Right now I think I'm going to ask her for a split of Sun-Tues for me and Wed - Fri for her with alternating Saturdays.
I don't know why but I honestly have this feeling that things are going to work out between us. Even though she's leaving, I feel like at some point we are going to end up together after she's done her share of growing. Even if it means going out with someone else for awhile.
Of course I'm still standing for my M, but I've come to that compassionate understanding that I can see things from her POV. Weird.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
