Actually you were ready to go out to dinner as long as you understood it was for your D.
I have a feeling that the OM info you had in your head was bubbling beneath the surface and when your W talked to you (regardless of what she said) you took it as an attack or a comparison to the OM.
That's why the C for you was supposed to be important. Try building your self-esteem for a change rather than relying everything on God. Are you still going to C?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.