I know, that's the first step, and I can't leave the school district anyways on account of D... but I still think South Carolina sounds pretty good right about now.
My IC thought that I should wait until after the holidays to go anywhere since they are stressful enough, unless I am absolutely miserable. So I'm trying to decide if I am, can I live with H for a couple more months, what's best for everybody...
I don't know- there's minimal conversation at home (household and kids), no touching (sexual and non-sexual), there's a pillow between us in bed so I wouldn't really notice if he was there or not(has been for several years- H likes to surround himself with pillows for comfort), it feels weird in our house.
