Well, W wasn't feeling well last night, so I took the boys to their Cub Scout meeting instead of going to DivorceCare, but that was OK.
Later, W said, I'm going to bed - then she stopped and asked if she could cuddle with me while watching TV. So I said OK...
Yes I know - I didn't pursue here, but still not sure if this is baby step or cake-eating. If she's feeling that close to me, do I push her away?
Yes, same question I've been asking. I guess I've got a mental block.
This morning, while I was taking a shower, she came into the bathroom to take a bath. I guess she's getting more comforable with this sort of thing.
After we were dressed, she gave me a big hug and said "I don't want to lose you"
To which I replied, "So don't. I don't want to lose you either."
Yeah, not the best response, but better than "you wont."
We kissed each other on the cheek.
Again, not sure if baby steps, or not.
She did say that she wanted to take the day off and just snuggle with me. I kind of laughed and said, I'll call in sick. Seemed to make an impression on her that I'd blow off work.
She also said that she dreamed she was sleeping in one of my sweatshirts. I guess that's a good sign.
Well, I won't see her again until Sunday.
It seems to really be resonating in her mind since the weekend that she doesn't want to lose me. And the connection still seems to be there.
