Hey W2G! Nice to hear from you again... Who the hell wants to live in Toronto anyway :-) My advice is to do whatever you need to do to feel better. If it meens moving away, then so be it. Your husband can come to visit as I would imagine your hometown is an hour or so outside of T.O. You need to take care of yourself W2G....the rest will then fall into place. By the way, I may sound great (or better than I used to) but we all have our moments. It is how we deal with them that matter. One day, I came to the realization that my happiness on this earth could not be solely based on me living with another person (especially one who disrespected me).... so i chose to move on and fought hard and soem days, i need to still fight....but I know deep down that I should surround myself with people who have moral standards equal to or better than mine.
