Yeah, imagining being back with them is REALLY hard after all this. I feel like my exH and I are strangers now, even though we were together since we were 18. I sat down and ate with him and the kids at McDonalds about a month back and I cannot even look him in the eye for very long. Very awkward.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher