Is this the end of my marriage?

[P17]

Yes, exactly. But you don't do it to get a REACTION out of her; you should be GENUINELY going out and doing things for YOU that you've always wanted to do.

At the moment that is exactly what I'm doing. I'm going out and having fun for me and I am actually having a great time. I wish I done while I was married to be perfectly honest! But hindsight is a b***h.

She needs to wonder if she hasn't already lost you.

Now all I need to worry about is if she cares - the signals to me say she is checking me out but maybe I am reading too much into it.