I guess I cannot really answer that. I don't even think about that possibility consciously.
I have this dream though. Ex comes to his senses. He asks for forgiveness and apologizes to all the people he has hurt. He gets into counseling. Finds God. Works on being a husband and father. We date for 2 years. We do not live together. He asks me to marry him again. He takes the kids to Hawaii.(our favorite place) I take another plane and fly in 2 days later. We get married on the beach and surprise the kids.
What a dream hey? Fantasy?
That would be my ultimate happy ending. Only God knows.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
