Over the Shock and GALing 6

[Thinker]

Frankly, I don't want to talk about my feelings right now.

I've talked about them again and again, and each time I get trod on, dismissed and unvalidated. It get's nowhere. It's a cheeseless tunnel.

My feelings seem to have NO impact on her. If I tear myself open and lay myself bare, she looks on dispassionately as I dash myself against the wall she has built.

I want to talk about her feelings, but not the type of talk we always have. I don't want a repeat of the endless discussions where she says "I have no feelings. I feel dead. I feel nothing. I only feel sad that I have no feelings."

I want to talk about her actions.

I don't want the focus to be on me. I want it to be on her.