From what I'm reading, it doesn't sound there's much love at all between you two. Try to find out if you really love your W or if you are just addicted to being married.
CTH,
I do love her. I am not interested in being with someone else. If I was addicted to M, I would jump onto someone else instead of staying faithful.
I just sometimes don't show it with my actions. My emotions betray me.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...