Power is something that comes with the option to give it to someone. I am taking back my life and starting fresh. This is my life and today I am going to take the steps to take it back. My first order of business is to take a deep breath and find my true happy place. To enjoy a hot cup of coffee and a good chat with an old friend. To become in essence me and be happy as an individual. How can I expect to be happy in a relationship when I am not happy in my own skin? I still ponder the marriage and what the future holds for me as a wife. But right now the objective at hand is to find myself and become a happier individual in my own skin. I have already started to write in a journal.... for me. So right now it is about me and my children and becoming whole and rebuilding us, as a united family. A whole family with or without the H.


t=5.5yrs m=4
kids=4 (8,9,10,&11)
I dropped the bomb 10-09
regaining myself
in house seperation 9-6-09
divorce final 4-19-10
Moved out 9-17-09