Wife and I were home together yesterday all afternoon and evening - but at no point did the timing feel right for the apology, so I never made it. I think it's an important part of the healing process and I need to make it for my own sake. Somehow it will help me to forgive myself which is important regardless of outcome.
Wife continued to be friendly and more talkative last night. The though part is to not get too excited by that or let that allow me to step past any boundaries. She is feeling quite ill again, but despite that has been quite pleasant to me.
Other than making that apology, I think it's time to back off again and watch for reaction. She may think I am getting too comfortable - and I just may be too.
