You sound so much more grounded. I am so proud of you.
What is coming is gonna be hard. You know that. But the things you have faced in the last year or so, with H and within yourself, sweetie that was even harder.
Don't rush yourself. Just keep going with your process, appreciating everything that God shows you, loving those kids and being grateful for the blessings in your life.
Have a great day sweetie!!!!!!
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox