I have decided that I want to get my papers filled out and in process before the new year. I want 2010 to be free from this nonsense. I am ready to be done! Hopefully Ill be able to find a job so I can support myself. Thats what Im waiting for I guess. And I really feel like once Im actually D I can really start to recover, I will only be able to get so far having this hanging over my head.

I filled out another job app the other day, and Im keeping my eye out for another one that should be posted any day now.

O'dog, I just saw today that the local PD is hiring... I might go for it...


I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...