Well, my note from this morning did not have any noticeable negative affect. Tonight was pleasant - nothing out of the ordinary. W was talkative. It still brings reality home when she calls me by my first name - we always called each other babe/sweetie/honey. I know, what else is she supposed to call me.
I did not bring up the sleeping arrangements. I would like to push a little more into her space and see what happens. When the time is right to bring up the sleeping arrangements, I will know it. Not feeling a rush to do it now.
So, what did I learn from today? My W is not running away from me. I do not believe D is the only option she sees right now. Question is, what is she willing to do about the non-D option.
I have started looking into Retrovaille. The next one would be January. I think we should be ready for that by then. We really are getting along better than I ever remember. No tension. Lots of joking and exchanged smiles. Yet there's still that elephant in the room no one's talking about.
