Well, I went to Bible study tonight and asked for prayer because tomorrow is the second anniversary of my separation. The Pastor said a lovely prayer for me and as I was leaving another group member came up to me and said "this is for tomorrow" and wrapped her arms around me in a big hug. She apparently has been separated from her husband now for six months and so we stood and talked for a bit sharing pieces of our individual stories. It was so nice. I had originally thought about not going as I'd had a massage yesterday and my body was hurting and every time I thought of tomorrow I'd tear up. But, I decided to go anyway and if I cried then I cried! Well, I didn't cry but I made a deeper connection with a nice lady (pretty good looking too!). It's funny because the people I would expect to be comforting me didn't but out of nowhere comes someone I didn't expect it from. This is what I've found in the past too, it's often people you don't expect who step up when you need somebody. If I can just remember that when the anxiety about my future starts to hit. Anything can happen and it can actually be good! Later Dbers.
