Hmmm the man cave sounds good.

I'd like to change the master bedroom to make it much more Adult again.

Journaling: So for the past 3 days she's been cleaning. And I mean CLEANING. The house is spotless. Weird behavior for someone who is leaving. I come home a little apprehensive, thinking that I'll find her stuff gone or packed up. But so far, she hasn't done anything. She does seem sad at times. This really is a lost person.

So different from the first time she left when I came home everything was just gone. No goodbyes or anything. I think this is a process she feels she has to go through. I pray for her growth and maturity at this time and I hope she emerges a better person. Right now I just see someone who wants to change and feels they have to do it outside the R to do so.

She asked me if I could watch the kids on Thursday so she could go out with her friends. I told her "of course" and hope she has a good time. She really doesn't have any friends, so I hope this is all part of her "growth" period.

Anyone else's spouse turned into Mrs. Clean before they said they were leaving?


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER