Wife says she wants me to move on

[brknheart]

Sometimes I wish I can just remove all the memories, make the hurt go away. I made the mistake of reading some text messages we sent to each other earlier in the year when we had a bad argument. I keep thinking, what could I have done differently. I know this isnt healthy, to dwell on the past. All I want is our marriage to have another chance. I find myself needing to stay out of the house, since everything reminds me of us. Ive been keeping text and video journals thoughout this process, in hopes it will help me in the future. Most people I talk to have no idea what people go thru in a separation/divorce. I dont wish this on my worst enemy...