Another day on the road comming to an end. Tomorrow I head home and get the kids in my house for the following week. Really looking forward to that. Have been realizing that the more I detach from my wife, the more I am capable of dealing with each day in a positive fashion. Yes, I continue to have my moments, but they are less frequent and less intense. Dont get me wrong, My love for her has not ceased. I do believe that should she clear the fog someday, that I will be interested in building a new marriage with her. However, I am also begining to see that the world is large, and should it not go in that direction there will be others out there that I will be able to form a good solid life with. Someone who respects me and respects what a marriage should be. What a change from when I first started here.
Off to find a pool for a few thousand yeards of swimming.
ME 41, Her 41 M 18.5 years T 19.5 years s - 12, 10 Bomb 7/12/09 Inhouse Seperation 7/13/09 - 10/1/09 She moved out 10/1/09 - present
