I just read on her FB page that her girlfriend is inviting her out for drinks sometime this week. The same friend that she went out with last Thursday night. I am so afraid that her friends are just going to talk her into leaving me. I emailed one of our other mutual friends that she has been hanging out with a lot lately. I asked her for advice on how I can get my wife back (thinking that my W might have told her something that would be helpful for me). She did not respond to my email but she forwarded to my W, then my W emailed me and told me to leave our friends out of this.
If I could only turn back the hands of time and be more of the husband she wanted!
I blocked my W on my FB page. I let her know ahead of time so she wouldn't think it was out of anger. I did the same for myspace. I also did that for some friends of hers. Reading some minor comment online would throw me off and I would let it snowball.
You can't turn back time. Make the changes in your life now. The past is gone. Learn from it and be better. Have hope and pride in the better person you are becoming and you'll worry less about what you could have done.
~Mark
Me: 38 W: 34 Together: 9yrs 1st M: may '03 1st D: april '08 1st bomb: june '08 remarried: oct '08 2nd bomb: aug '09 --(W asked for D one week into 3 mo. trial separation which was meant to save our M)
